i'm a floaty floater

i'm white. and blonde.
pale and shockingly so.
i'm bubbly, and giggly and happy without reason.
i'm so light and bubbly and translucent.
i could float off the end of the earth at any second.
the only things weighing me down are my clothes and my shoes..
no wonder my man wont let me run around naked..
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i've never been a jealous person, just a curious person.
i would love to be a real person for a day.
dark skin, dark eyebrows, heavy lashes, thick hair and thick body.
what is it like to be real?
how does it feel to know you'll never float off?
i want to be serious, i want to be an intellectual....
or do i?
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i think i'll quit wondering and just float....